Going Through The Motions?
Every single night
The same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel
This strange estrangement
Nothing here is real
Nothing here is right
[...]
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life’s endeavor?
I don’t want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can’t even see if this is really me
And I just want to be alive
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Joss Whedon… expressing it better than me.. Stupid work.